Boredom and Exhaustion.

Emotions, moods and other irrelevant information. 

My mood today is, well, tired and quite indifferent. I need to sleep. My mother is now worried for my sanity, and health, due to my extreme lack of rest. Anyway, I don't particularly like sleeping, it's boring. I could be doing far more interesting things.  So I'm just bored really. Oh and I think I am slowly scratching deeper into my scalp. I cause my head to start bleeding from sub-consious scratching earlier today. Maybe my family are right to think that I can't be trusted to take responsibility for my health.

Music.... that everyone should listen to. 

You and Whose Army? - Radiohead
I actually adore this song. I find it kind of haunting, but still, quite easy to just float on by.

Black Swan - Sunset Rubdown
I don't know, there is something here that just displays extreme emotion to me. I don't even have to think. There is one line which I love, "You were hoping for something a little more realistic, you were hoping for the head of the queen."This lyric just makes me shiver and smile madly.

Creep - Radiohead
I just think that this is a beautiful song. The lyrics are so honest, and just kind of relatable. Still, another amazing Radiohead song, the same dark atmosphere to it.

Scarlet Fields - The Horrors
One- I love his voice. Two- I am just obsessed with this song. Three- I am seeing them live in Camden tomorrow (elated).

Transmission - Joy Division
This song is exceptional. Although, when I say Transmission, what I mean is I am in the mood for anything sung by the legendary Ian Curtis.

Panic - The Smiths
Umm... I like the song. I just enjoy Morrissey's voice, even if it does sound like he is always moaning. Also my parents hate The Smiths, so it's another way to rebel...

Night After Night - Laura Marling
A moving song of her new album. It's sensitive, and far beyond her years in maturity. I love her lyrics.

Books, books, books. 

If you haven't read Tales of Mystery and Imagination by Edgar Allan Poe go pick it up from the library now. He is... he leaves me completely speechless. I have also decided that I shall go on a shakespeare marathon and read Hamlet, (re-read) Macbeth and some of the best sonnets. I've also made a decision to finish my Jean-Paul Sartre before thursday (never gonna happen). Then I must, over half term, read Dorian Grey and Smoke and Mirrors by Neil Gaiman my favourite person on Earth currently.