I am such an artist.

Just to prove to... myself, I am going to be an amazing artist.
On Sunday, or Monday, or everyday of the week, I am going to go and have a fucking arty day. I will go to the park with my art-filled bag and just be cool and indie.

Contents of my creative and fantastic bag:

• Camcorder 
• Compass (no-fucking-idea-why)
• Pencils
• Pens
• Sketchbook
• Novel
• Ipod
• Notebook

So basically I will sit in the park all week creating my art project. Now I just need to decide what my art project actually will be. Something inventive, morbid and interesting. I don't feel the need to actually do it for school, I just think this is the best entertainment for my bored little imagination.

I think I will probably walk round the park filming the most disturbing things I can find. Then I'll probably do something with smashing glasses and burning objects. It will probably be about a philosophical life of some person that does not genuinely exist. I don't know. I will draw and paint and scream. I have never really created something imaginative or through a medium such as film. Maybe I'll force some of the people I can actually half stand to help me out. I'll see if anyone's interested.

Eugh... this actually might keep me distracting off slashing my wrists and wallowing in self-pity and hatred of my family for a while. Shame I have no-one to help me complete it. I can predict that It will be shit and I will end up loathing every minute of time I wasted on it.